Yeah yeah, late post. Sorry. Had a horrible tummy ache yesterday after work and I totally forgot to write this thing. Anyways, My hair is purple now. Its super sick!!! My self confidence has been boosted by a thousandfold, I'm happier in general, and I get so many compliments now!!! People be complimenting my hair, my nails, my rings, my necklaces, today someone complimented my Spanish!!!! More on that later. Things have been pretty great honestly, I've been having an awesome week! I'm taking a THC break because I was spendin WAY too much on pot for the size of my paychecks. I'll live I promise, and anyways it'll make my mom feel better so, win win right?
Speaking of work, I'm gettin pretty good at makin smoothies. I've even got some recipes memorized! I'm faster now, my boss has been complimenting me on my improvement too which is nice, plus I'm getting scheduled more too! Fatter paychecks comin my way, that's pretty neat. Today some nice Spanish ladies who were having trouble ordering so I used my awesome new Spanish skills (sponsored by Duolingo*) to communicate and they said I was their favorite employee and I don't think I will ever be the same again. Forever now I will be riding the high of being their favorite. I had to clean a bunch of gross stuff at work today but other than that, it was pretty slow and time passed pretty quick, plus I have the next two days off so I'm havin a lil barbecue tomorrow. I'm very excited and I'm probably going to spend the rest of my money on that to be honest.
My band is... on hiatus I think. We're lookin for a new guitarist, if yer interested hit me up. Last I heard my bassist was homeless which sucks but he's tough as nails I'm sure he'll survive. Sadly he's been radio silent since yesterday which is... mildly concerning... but shwatevs, its not out of character for him. I'm a lil bummed. I really wanna jam with some people. If you or a loved one has been diagnosed with instrument disease PLEASE jam with me. I have a garage!!! There will likely be beer! I will give you a whole dollar!!!!! YOU CAN USE MY DAMN GUITAR I DONT CARE ANYMORE... Okay maybe I'm drum horny. I haven't played in a lil while but it's okay because I can play tomorrow and the day after. This weekend too!
Iunno what's been happening. I've just been happier as of late. It might just be these past few days but I like to think it'll keep goin! I'm excited for tomorrow. I've got this new outlook on life; It'll workout in the end. It's pretty much an amalgamation of every toxic positivity post you've ever seen and the worst advice your grandparents can give you, but it goes sorta like... I carve my own path, I trust in myself and my choices, I go with the flow, fluid like water, I trust the universe to support me, it will all workout in the end, and if it hasn't then it clearly isn't over! Thinkin about this makes me feel a lot better, especially when I'm anxious. Sure it may be hippie bullshit, but hey so am I. I think it's about time for me to get a little more in touch with spirituality and stuff. Not that I know how to do that at all, but hey I can give it a shot. If you've got a good place for me to start, send it my way (don't send me any sort of christian bible of any denomination I hate god). I really feel like I'm on the upswing now. It's nice. I'm finally content!!! Something I've expressed a struggle with in previous posts. Oh also I have girl scout cookies which is super sick.
See y'all next week!
The song of the week is Crack Rock Steady by Chocking Victim
*fucking gottem, you really think I got some sort of sponsorship?? eat shit BIIIIITCH.
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